Friday, February 20, 2009

Emotional high


That is all we crave for , the provider is the society and so is it the emotional low warehouse. We talk about things , we say we do or think , or show the society how its done . The ones who triumph practically , and the ones who succeed virtually get the high , the feeling of which gives pleasure of the highest notch . And lead up to the state which we sometimes refer to as happiness . The other one of course is the Satan . It makes either geniuses out of us or leaves up in a state of grand denial . Denial of our abilities , the denial of our hopes and dreams , and finally in the most severe cases the denial of one's own self . When one enters the denial one , we put our guard up , increasing it gradually until the moment we start to break down . This causes immense suffering and pain to most of us  .
Someone once said , our hardships make us stronger . And so it does , not to forget perseverance is the key . There can and are various ways other than the help of the society which provide up with emotional highs . The fulfillment of goals , the attainment of skills , the presence of our loved ones , the love we gain from animals and nature , or even solitude .

It is not under the presence of the real high that we seek the aid of stimulants . 

PS: i don't know why i wrote this.. but i did...
 

Sunday, January 4, 2009

All you require is < 100%

We live in a society where everyone wants to belong to the category " Perfectionist". But when has anyone actually seen perfection ?

 In fact , how would you define a perfectionist. For all i know , perfectionists are people who just do things a notch better than everyone else does them. You can never do a task to its 100% . A phenomenon we have been experiencing since the day we came to our senses . There is always a new, better,  person who does it in a "better" way. But that doesn't mean he/she's the perfectionist.

There will someday be a better do-er than the previous one. The society just wants us to know that there are goals set high & standards scarcely achieved.Being a perfectionist is to be someone who thinks he/she can do the stint to their level best , not "the" best.

So to call yourself one , you need to create standards for what you think you can, but with much effort, achieve. The world loves you when it thinks that you're someone different, cause adaptation is what we do best. Environment, society, feelings, relationships , problems, we adapt to them all. The ones who don't , either set examples or are never even considered extant. 

Its all about going with the flock or going against the tide. Help yourself. 

Thursday, December 18, 2008

it's funny

that we always crib about the exams.. we always wish they never existed ... and the world would be just a notch greedier when it came to distributing the so-called 'tension' to everyone.. 

Now lets just imagine how all of this would've come into existence ... 
Once upon a time , in our native paathshala(s), the teachers would have been teaching the students all about life, how things work , how did it all come into existence and the works . Then came a day which would mark the end of this teaching-learning scenario ... and the teachers were all happy that they played their part , so were the students , but the society wasn't sure if we should call the student an educated chap or just another bloke with creepy thoughts. Things would've gone bizarre had 'evaluation' not come into existence.. just imagine people passing out of institutions with no certification that they actually have learnt the nuances of being an erudite .

making myselves very the clears that i am feelings very very educates.. 

a lot being heard and said about the education system in India, criticism from everywhere, its all crap for all i think.. we shouldn't forget that this is the system cos of which we got tagged as the 'brainy lot'.. and not to forget the oodles of fame that it got along.. 

so gear up and get to study..!!

Friday, November 21, 2008

Weapon or Discharge?

Language seems to be the best thing to have ever happen to mankind.
They say .. if u communicate what u feel, you feel better and maybe language was designed squarely for this purpose .

Communiation is not a means of interaction , it is precisely a vent , to let out we think. The thoughts that keep coming up every now and then in our heads are too much to keep inside.

The desire to communicate didn't arise due to the need of 'getting things done', it materialized so that we could get it out of our system & feel better. To feel better  , one has to have a clear conscience , free of all guilts , of all unfulfilled desires & even the thoughts that tend to linger even when they shouldn't.

Even the greatest of people always made it a point to get things ouf their head . How have we never come across a great person who never communicates.. keeps it all inside . Maybe this is what keeps em on the top.. the way that use their words makes them meritorius , in the limelight and on top of everyone's thoughts. The more they make us think about them , the more we love or hate them , this is wat makes them great.

The point is that Language seemed to be the barrier.. but its actually not that at all.. its an orifice ,a pipe, that lets the words or thoughts inside.. out. The fact is .. we can't take it, if we dont communicate.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Change

it'as just one of those days wen you feel.. that u're not the same person you were yesterday, the inner conscience feels alienated and you want to be someone else or i rather say .. a person with new qualities.. new traits, with a refinement in your present caliber.

not sounding too philosophical... but the path you followed just gave you an illusion of progress .

suddenly you're not just discontent with your self but the world around, its jaggedness , its crookedness.. u need .. u need to change.

its not about performing more than you presently can... but to ad lib your character wen you realize that the throne that you sit upon generates more power you would ever had delivered.

you can be stronger than you presently are, see the world from a bird's eye view.. a better perspective and a clear mindset.

in this age when "the" computer has replaced simple daily chores and habits .. and the blindfolded following of the crave for social presence drives you away.. they say "to make your presence felt just be yourself .."
but does that originality and novelty still exist??
i.. not being the first who ever asked this question, believe that acts such as the ones mentioned above are frowned up on, and stared to death eventually.

never mind this..... but yourself or whom-so-ever-self .. there are just two ways to vanish from someone Else's rear view mirror and.... the one you choose.. makes you the true you...


so change is nothing but a transition.. a phase that u go through.. u might call it a recovery from a flu.. but the healthier you is the better you... fact remains and will.. the only thing constant is change.

Friday, October 10, 2008

so.. another october

its that time of the year when most of the final year students.. do as much as they can.. to score as much possible.. to make things as much better as possible...
me ,not being very different from the others, too am "trying" to do wat i can while i still can...
as its a general tendency of ppl to follow the herd.. and follow the artery that takes em more easily(or not so easily... OKAY.. i kinda exaggerated) towards success(read:money and fame), mine is not so different either... the "papers" that ,if cleared, take u to magnificence... are just around the corner.. phew.. i can't even imagine wat the outcome will be .. 
but if i say i'm totally chilled out.. hypocrisy would be a part 'me'...

anyways... as i always say... life is sad.. the only difference lies in the way u infer things...

on the brighter side.. the rocktober feshht(.. hiccup...)... is also knocking on the..(..hiccup) door(...hiccup).. my \m/\m/ up to the present indian rock scene.

yesh-ter-day was the DUS-chehRA.. day.. hope u all enjoyed the holy fiery.. i salute your lameness once again...

another +ve facet might be the fact that there only 8 working days(read: days i'm supposed to go to college) in this month.. but the thought is no more a cause of stimulus..

revlimit.. is up and running.. another reason to exhilerate..

oh.. wait.. has the above text all been about me and my sad life... wtf... it is supposed to be that way .. it's my f**in blog..(i know tthe addition of this sentence doesn't make sense.. but who wants to make sense anyway.. as i said i'm an aficionado of circumcolution)

diwali,if i missed out, is a day for all the enivormentalists to rejoice.. cause they'll have another matter of concern to talk about and bug innocent, pollution friendly people... 

a loud and clear suggestion to all u guys who just love the firecrackers .. _|_

i read this someplace.. so i won't say this is mine .. but 
i  used to confused
now i'm not sure...

so.. enjoy the festive season... merry/lotsa/happy (non-chalant) GREETINGS !!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Fake it!


Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way


Good god your coming up with reasons
Good god your dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down

And just fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel lack of action
your such a fucking hypocrite

And you should know that the lies wont hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way

Good god your coming up with reasons
Good god your dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
So follow me down

And just fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel lack of action
you'r such a fucking hypocrite



I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah

Good god your coming up with reasons
Good god your dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
Man follow me down

And just fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel lack of action
you'rr such a fucking hypocrite

Fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel lack of action
you're such a fucking hypocrite


hail the SHAUN MORGAN!! for say..eth the truth...