Inspiration

there comes a motivating-poking force that hits your every now and then.. i do not mind this unwelcome guest but fail to recognise its potentially harmful after-effects..

I, usually don't understand the simple concept of good or bad, as they say, it's all relative(hail Einstein). So when things happens around me which require the keen eye of judgement , i am left awestruck . I do not know what my immediate reaction should be and mostly or not i tend to sway away from my honest thought process to end up think like most other people i.e. Righteously .

So yes, since i was in the midst of a conversation with myself over the past 10 odd minutes , i realize that inspiration is more of a self driven process than it is a external factor, and since i know that this isn't anywhere close to the 'Theory of relativity' in question , but it is somewhere close to my present state of mind.

There can be multiple instances in life which might make you thinking for a little longer than usual, which indirectly means that they have left an impact. Moments like these are the ones which, in the first place, make the inspiration happen. Most of us are usually looking for a source of guidance when 'this' stage happens , because we can't actually control the situation because of its rare occurence. I, no different than a lot of others, tend to think the same way, start evaluating the situattion left, right & centre , start looking for solutions that were never needed earlier, that very moment. But more often than not , i end up forgeting these insipartion over a specified course of 48 hours, but when it holds, it actually does hold good for longer.

INspiration makes feel good about yourself, and more of an intelligent and consious being.

Hold on to it, you never know where it might take you.

its' been long

that i haven't posted.. not that i've stopped writing.. but i seem to have become wiser..
and now know that your wisdom applies mostly to you.. so keep to yourself and keep others deprived... and enjoy their helplessness..
that's a sadistic me...
not to mention that i am a certain kind of sadist.... a fluctuating one ...

sadism is bless.... but extreme sadism.. is wat we call evil :D :D

anyway, since this is not what i actually wanted to say... lemme tell you that life is a roller-coaster right now.. and its certainly not "fun" ... not to mention it's not always like that....

i recently read this as a friends status.. so i'll say it :"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts"

Sweet Nothing

There are some days that happen to fly

the simple emotions that aren't that dry

Not unnoticed do they make u feel

oh wat if all of this was reel

lie in the realms of these

u cannot help but catch the disease

they leave as all of this were real

not much of truth do they reveal

great are the moments, that they exist

for it is they whom we fail to resist

Emotional high

That is all we crave for , the provider is the society and so is it the emotional low warehouse. We talk about things , we say we do or think , or show the society how its done . The ones who triumph practically , and the ones who succeed virtually get the high , the feeling of which gives pleasure of the highest notch . And lead up to the state which we sometimes refer to as happiness . The other one of course is the Satan . It makes either geniuses out of us or leaves up in a state of grand denial . Denial of our abilities , the denial of our hopes and dreams , and finally in the most severe cases the denial of one's own self . When one enters the denial one , we put our guard up , increasing it gradually until the moment we start to break down . This causes immense suffering and pain to most of us  .

Someone once said , our hardships make us stronger . And so it does , not to forget perseverance is the key . There can and are various ways other than the help of the society which provide up with emotional highs . The fulfillment of goals , the attainment of skills , the presence of our loved ones , the love we gain from animals and nature , or even solitude .

It is not under the presence of the real high that we seek the aid of stimulants . 

PS: i don't know why i wrote this.. but i did...

 

All you require is < 100%

We live in a society where everyone wants to belong to the category " Perfectionist". But when has anyone actually seen perfection ?

 In fact , how would you define a perfectionist. For all i know , perfectionists are people who just do things a notch better than everyone else does them. You can never do a task to its 100% . A phenomenon we have been experiencing since the day we came to our senses . There is always a new, better,  person who does it in a "better" way. But that doesn't mean he/she's the perfectionist.

There will someday be a better do-er than the previous one. The society just wants us to know that there are goals set high & standards scarcely achieved.Being a perfectionist is to be someone who thinks he/she can do the stint to their level best , not "the" best.

So to call yourself one , you need to create standards for what you think you can, but with much effort, achieve. The world loves you when it thinks that you're someone different, cause adaptation is what we do best. Environment, society, feelings, relationships , problems, we adapt to them all. The ones who don't , either set examples or are never even considered extant. 

Its all about going with the flock or going against the tide. Help yourself. 

it's funny

that we always crib about the exams.. we always wish they never existed ... and the world would be just a notch greedier when it came to distributing the so-called 'tension' to everyone.. 

Now lets just imagine how all of this would've come into existence ... 

Once upon a time , in our native paathshala(s), the teachers would have been teaching the students all about life, how things work , how did it all come into existence and the works . Then came a day which would mark the end of this teaching-learning scenario ... and the teachers were all happy that they played their part , so were the students , but the society wasn't sure if we should call the student an educated chap or just another bloke with creepy thoughts. Things would've gone bizarre had 'evaluation' not come into existence.. just imagine people passing out of institutions with no certification that they actually have learnt the nuances of being an erudite .

making myselves very the clears that i am feelings very very educates.. 

a lot being heard and said about the education system in India, criticism from everywhere, its all crap for all i think.. we shouldn't forget that this is the system cos of which we got tagged as the 'brainy lot'.. and not to forget the oodles of fame that it got along.. 

so gear up and get to study..!!

Weapon or Discharge?

Language seems to be the best thing to have ever happen to mankind.

They say .. if u communicate what u feel, you feel better and maybe language was designed squarely for this purpose .

Communiation is not a means of interaction , it is precisely a vent , to let out we think. The thoughts that keep coming up every now and then in our heads are too much to keep inside.

The desire to communicate didn't arise due to the need of 'getting things done', it materialized so that we could get it out of our system & feel better. To feel better  , one has to have a clear conscience , free of all guilts , of all unfulfilled desires & even the thoughts that tend to linger even when they shouldn't.

Even the greatest of people always made it a point to get things ouf their head . How have we never come across a great person who never communicates.. keeps it all inside . Maybe this is what keeps em on the top.. the way that use their words makes them meritorius , in the limelight and on top of everyone's thoughts. The more they make us think about them , the more we love or hate them , this is wat makes them great.

The point is that Language seemed to be the barrier.. but its actually not that at all.. its an orifice ,a pipe, that lets the words or thoughts inside.. out. The fact is .. we can't take it, if we dont communicate.